exponential

specifically, exponential growth. if you have no idea what it means (…) then erm google or something hahaha. recently, i find myself stumbling on or rather thinking about exponential growth. it’s really fascinating to think that everything is actually exponential (or at least to me) (shout out to Leonhard Euler). growth, skills, connections, wealth, etc. etc. so, big hammer important thing is to start! no matter how little or how small, just start somewhere or start with something. maybe you’ll learn a thing or two, worse come to worse, you just lose the time and perhaps some money(?) but you’ll live.

but here comes, the ability to have the interest to sustain what i’m doing is really really hard!!! like i get bored of doing things so easily and quickly, that sometimes, i imagine what i’ll be doing and then i’ll just stop and not even start hahaha (r.i.p. goals) well a more relevant example would be https://www.youtube.com › videosthe calm with the relaxing storm – YouTube so about 2 months ago, i started making rain/weather videos just for fun and to learn abit of imovie. well to summarise my experience, it’s actually pretty easy to make, rendering takes abit of time and that’s about it. i think mainly, it’s the creativity part because, most of it, i don’t record the rain, i get it from common creative, royalty free videos and then i edit and stitch them so that it becomes a loop. i’m making waves video are the hardest, the continuity of waves are just so hard to replicate and i sometimes just give up the video-making in totality. another one would be learning the production of music. damnnnnn, for this one, i have totally no idea what the fuck was going on from the start all the way till i decided to stop. i was playing instruments in garageband, looking through audio packs and shit. bad bad idea but oh well, now i know i can’t do that so hahaha. maybe i’ll learn it from someone instead of learning by myself through the web hehe.

present fucking time, well, i’m kind of doing a few things now, i list NFTs hhahaha. you can check ‘em out at opensea decode_xxxx and indebt_dre haha. well for decode_xxxx my goal is to have a consistent effort in uploading images for 1984 days and for indebt_dre, it’s just me listing my work from school hahahaha. well, if you’re interested in purchasing, for most of you (i assume), wouldn’t know much about crypto or crypto wallet. essentially, if you wanna purchase something (hopefully), just contact me and i’ll teach you how to buy. or for some, if you wanna know how i do it, you can contact me as well. and if you’re wondering if i’m making big bucks from it, sadly nooooo hahaha but you may be my first “art” collector. but will i still continue to do it? yup.

so bringing it all back, what am i saying here, i think for the past month, my hunger for trying out new things has been exponential and i can’t wait to learn how to build a unity game! thanks for coming this far for my ted talk.